düşler ve görüşler şiirler, düz ve eğri yazılar, ingilizce-türkçe ukalalıklar, seyahat algılamaları karmaşası. a messy mixture of memorabilia: poetry, poetic prose, fiction, fictionesque travel notes, and such.
Wednesday, December 14, 2016
SHARING THE GLORY
I received some unexpected presents today, despite the insignificance of the day or even the season.
There was money from my late uncle who passed away in 1958.
There was hope from my wife's great uncles who gave a sign of reparations for the issues they raised against my mother and her parents.
Finally, there were some forgotten memories of the joy of being amazed and amazingly happy brought to me by photographs and activities of my grandson.
So many generations, so many people who can and will give at times of their choosing whilst the "infinite game"* continues
* "Finite and Infinite Games," James P. Carse
Friday, September 9, 2016
ANOTHER BIRTHDAY, Lost in the Annals of Superfluous History
Eser prepared this one for me, as she prepared so much for all of us in our family since we
silently and loudly made our vows in 1978.
https://animoto.com/play/KB10FqZbO4JK6ebEbdLAbg
Saturday, August 27, 2016
ŞAİR ASAF HALET ÇELEBİ için, BANA NELER VERDİĞİNİ BİLMEDEN GİDEN AMCAM için
Eskitmek istemediğim eski yazı
ŞAİR ASAF HALET ÇELEBİ HATIRASI
Yaşlı,
çok yaşlı adam gençliğinin batan güneşinin ışığıyla parlayan Üsküdar
pencerelerine baktı. Başka tepeden, başka evden, başka gözden.
Kafessiz,
cumbasız, lalasız, bahçıvansız evin yüksekliği korkuttu. Bahçede İncir, elma,
armut, erik, hünnap, kızılcık, dut filan yoktu. Duvarlar arasında, sadece aynı
güneşe erişme çabasındaki kiraz ile köklerini derinlere salamayan kayısı vardı.
İstim
salan vapurlar yerine motor gürültüleri ebedi martılarla yarışırken, eskileri,
en eskileri anmak da olabilir.
Kayıp kuyuların
kenarındaki taşların akrepleri, kuytu defne ve akasya ağaçları altlarının
rutubetli toprak-yaprak kokuları beynin düşünce hislerinin girift olduğu
bölgelerinden dışarı çıkarken beraberlerinde insanlar, suratlar taşımadılar. Cansız
insanları düşünmek hiç de istemeyen bendeki Amcamın hayali kendini sokmuş akrep
cesetleri ve cansız nesnelerden oluştu.
Camların
parlaklığı gitti.
Ahmet
Cafer Çelebiler
Haziran,
2008
Ve bir de yeni, hep yeni yazı :
Masal
duymayıp, okumayanları masal dünyalarına taşıyan;
Bilinemeyenin
bilinemediğinden gelen tadını damağa veren;
Anlaşılmayan
yaşam sorularının yaşamın parçası olduğunu hissettiren;
Bütün insan
ve “nedircikleri” seven;
Çaba göstermeden,
acı-tatlı ayırımını yok ederek gülümseyip gülümseten;
Eskiyi yeni,
yeniyi eski yapıp zamanı durdurup içinden geçen
Şair insan
şair.
Temmuz, 2015
Saturday, July 2, 2016
A Birthday Poem : Always Two Days left for Independence and Twelve Days before Storming of Bastille
Thursday, June 16, 2016
An Anti-War Poem
Poem for the Child lost while on Military Duty, or
Why try to Make Sense?
If it was a brown paper sack
To write upon
Piece by piece
Emptying
Pen and
Unburdening her
She, the sorcerer
The apprentice
My experience
12:32 PM - 16 Jun 2016
Thursday, May 26, 2016
One More Travel Story From Another Chelebi 1
One More Travel Story From Another
Chelebi
I wrote this while traveling with the army as an
embedded recorder of mighty deeds. It is up to the reader to decide whether it
is a true record or one based on half truths, misconceptions and insufficient
observation.
The army was not aware of my presence in the physical
sense, but I had a feeling that their victories were somewhat enhanced by my
immaterial support.
The following was my mission, a mission which may or
may not have followed a vision, but was nevertheless as important as those
which were formerly and full envisioned.
Part 1. THE MISSION
Concoct a poem for souls
That dwell outside
Time and its journeymen
Plodders who
Charge on appendages aplenty parrying
Cosmic dust and
Thought
On a concourse
Part 2. ROADS TO TAKE
Saturday, February 13, 2016
Another Birthday in Absentia
To Nese
Bonding,
Fun and fearless,
Experienced
Then, multiplied.
Skin and smell,
Beating heart,
A bongo for three.
Supermarket nights,
Wandering at a souk,
Seen through sand storms
And bars of fortress home.
Bond upon bond.
Suddenly 36th
Simply, irrationally,
Bonds tested over five thousand miles
Now with a green shoot.
A seed planted,
A tree
Now one more
Same joy,
Modified bongo
Always simple and irrational.
Saturday, January 23, 2016
WHICH SELF?
IN A DAYDREAM
Looking out through half open shutters
And
Half closed slats
One sees the overcast sky
And
Under-cast street
It is a time of fear and foreboding
The ethereal dimension of the selfless
Yet, there is unrest in the streets
The crevices between the cobblestones
And
The crannies around and beyond door steps
No longer filled with slinking, wriggling, silent
secrets
Stay loud and mute
There is no excitement or boredom of survival
Just file upon file of soundless dragging of flickers
of feeling
Marching down and down and
abysmal
The unrest of rest disturbed
Until new sets of limbs move the cobbles
And
The reverie of gloating depression is broken
Sad
Stale life returns
Reversing selflessness
cobbles |
nooks |
crannies |
crevices |
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