ARRANGED COMPULSORY HOSPITAL TOUR
there comes a time
some times
more than once a lifetime
losing control
losing sense of time
forgetting aspirations
forgetting preferences
learning to enter a non-Einsteinian space time continuum
to gravely move towards a what
with no knowledge
of anything
carried on a current of dreams
not divinely prescribed guilts, regrets
and someone else's memories
centered on the heart, or brain,
or even the urinary or
digestive system
at an age which was never meant or understood
on the way to a sleeping unknown
pleasant in itself
woken up with
the unmelodious chanting of one's name
and a shaking of body parts
uncontroled intrusions
into the body and the fantasy
and a noisy and rocky ride to an unwated location
where the attendants
trained in care
mostly their own
follow someone's instructions
the instructor does not provide reasons
the logic of which is not dispensed
unvoluntary subject sees only
holy baubles in plastic or glass
not a clinical or divine trial
a part of many inpersonal unwanted scripts
thrust on the body and the mind
telling that they may be repeated
once or more
and to become
chaos
unplanned feelings, thoughts
and activities
thrust upon
and mandatory
salvation or not
maybe only a vision murky
of things to come
all within a suddenly seen black hole
full of time crystals
that are you
and everyone you ever knew
or read about
and dreamt.
Ahmet Cafer celebiler
July 18, 2023
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