THE END OF THE STORY

 

END OF MY STORY

This has been my story 

I could not sing it

I wish i could

Ahmet Cafer Celebiler

Otherchelebi

December 13, 2023

IDENTIFICATION

 IDENTIFICATION

    Parents and police

identify children

and culprits

guilty by location

by skin color

by ethnic background

by religion

by age

by profession

by education

and definitely

by selfish self

people identify

themselves

by birth

by wealth

by mistakes

by ignorance

by psychosis

by greed

by envy

by anasognosia

and places seen and not seen

thoughts thought 

and ignored

feelings felt

and dismissed

And

unhappiness

and

regret

and parsimony

and

desire

to be someone else 

anyone else

but not a child

or a culprit

or

a self

any self

Ahmet C. Celebiler

11 december, 2023

33 DEVİR PLAK

 

DEVİR

Küf devri

Kokusu depodan çıkan plaklarda

rutubetli takım elbiselerde

toplanıp özensizce saklanan

deniz taşları

ve kabukları

ve 

hatıralarında

mesleklerini hatırlayan 

değişiklik görmeyen

gören

değişiklik istemeyen hayatlarda

bozulmayan

bozulsa bile dönmeyi sürdüren

plakların 

dünyayı tanımlamasında

hep var olan 

buz

ve mutsuzluk tabakalarını aşan

güneş ışıkları ile

fotosentez sürdürebilen

yosun ve küf

insanların içlerinde de gelişiyor

ahmet cafer çelebiler

4 aralık, 2023

Pleistocene

 PERSONAL PLEISTOCENE

Britannica writes: 

"Pleistocene Epoch = Ice Age, Climate Change, Extinctions"

Ice age 

in terms of my feet

climate change

for all

Extinctions for many 

soon to include me

My last epoch and those before

were lived fully

happily and sadly

never thirsty or hungry

never in needs perceived

never in greed 

and

desire unfulfilled 

and obeisance

or obedience

Did the sabre tooth

or mammoth

feel regret 

and belief in life everlasting?

even in animations 

of drawings 

and even in fulminations 

of their more recent

reincarnations 

as us

So many sinned (with glee) 

and righteousness

              against me and each other

the concept lost meaning

my judgement replaced 

any and all divine judgements

and their applicability 

to my personal pleistocene.

The worlde is not predictable

pleistocene may be followed

or not followed

by any epochs similar to the eld

or totally new

but with no improvement

to feeling or thought

or compassion

or peace 

hate and greed

unless a totally new 

and

so far unforeseeable 

life replaces 

to improve existence 

and imagination

and arts

and crafts

and self 

and selflesness

Ahmet cafer celebiler

December 2023