Metaphysical Nature
(from Spectrum, literary magazine of Robert College students, p.22, 1963)
trying to overpower
an urge inside
gnawing at the brain
and ear
and holes in my shoes
Numbness increasing
small worlds
white ones
falling on the shoulders
then disappearing
in wetness
melting me
to my foundations
of nothingness
Maybe a ghost
of the past
or the future
conceiving
infinity
Ahmet Celebiler,
December, 1963