My Backyard Which Tried a New Quantum Leap Leaving Einstein Behind
a tree trunk
wide and low
to rest food and drink
untrimmed roots
a tangle of prosopagnosia
unrecognized
spring like strings
and the singularities
my universe
the centripetal force law of proportionality
sole explanation of anxiety
and society
pictured as limbs of graviton
a flux?
nay, a time dilation
a many dimensional attraction
to words,
to theories
of assumptions
infinitely nascent
ACC August 28, 2021
the brain
HIDDEN STUFF
Too many years ago, in Riyadh, a Cypriot neighbor's five year old son confessed to hiding his mother's wedding ring, There was a huge search in the simple accommodation provided by the employer, but the ring did not show up. And Christos never remembered where it was hidden, although he was proud that he had found the best hiding place.
As time flies as it is meant to, we hide other things, mostly memories, experiences, esoteric knowledge, faces, names, mathematical and magical and mystical formulas, unnecessary useless derivatives and integrals or vectors.
Some of these are secreted away intentionally. Other thoughts, data and feelings are unintentionally put into rooms with strong doors and locks and chains, requiring significant and sometimes, tortuous and painful dispensation to break in, even possibly some not very welcome bodily invasion. When this type of cache is opened the stuff found in the room and through the invasion may easily become subjects of fearful dreams. That is a part of what life is about, I say, "Just bear it and continue rolling the ball of worthless, wormless compost towards the looming horizon."
Ahmet C. Celebiler
August 19, 2021
İNCELEME, TANIMA, ALGILAMA, DEVŞİRME YÖNTEMLERİNDEN
503. Kazıma Yöntemi
Bu yöntem her zaman umulan sonuçları vermez. Zaten kullanma amaçları da bilimsel kabul görmeyebilir, arif ve bilge insanlar ve öyle olsun olmasın, tarihçiler, tarafından.
Dersimizin laboratuarına katılmanız ve deneylerde gösterdiğiniz ilerleme başarı notunuzun önemli bir kısmını oluşturacaktır. Laboratuarda, ihtiyacınız olacak her türlü alet, edevat bulunmaktadır. Yani çomak, çapa, tırmık, matkap, büyüteç, mikroskop, ters bakmalı dürbün, hipermetrop ve astigmat cözlükler bulunmaktadır. Daha kapsamlı alan çalışmaları içi ise elektrikli kepçe veya endoskopi cihazları getirtilebilir.
İlk öğrenmeniz gereken amacınıza ve çalışma alanınıza uygun aletlerin seçimidir. Çok eskiden geçmiş zamanlar ile yeni dönemler arasında ve bilgi ile his ve görüş arasında uygulama farklılıkları olduğunu bilmeniz konferanslardaki dikkatinize ve iç güdülerinizin gücüne bağlıdır.
Aşağıda listelenen konulardan bir tanesini seçerek, bir uygulama planı hazırlamak ilk ödevinizdir:
1. Yeni dönem (son on yıl) sanatsal hafıza
2. Eski dönem (geçmiş yirmi ila otuz yıl arası) politik hafıza
3. Rahme düşme ile üç yaş arası duygular
4. İlk Okul ve Orta Okulda kazanılanlar
5. Lise ve üniversite yıllarında amaçlı veya amaçsız olarak öğretilen yanlış bilgilerin etkisi.
Kitaptan ve/veya internetten bölümler eklemeniz yasaktır. Benim eski yazılarımdan yararlanırsanız gerekli noktalama işaretleri ve dip notlarla belirtilmelidir.
Süreniz geçen dönem incelediğiniz izotoplardan en kısa yaşamlısının yarı ömrü kadardır.
Ahmet C. Celebiler
non-algorithmic mentor professor of psycho-philosophy
15 Agustos, 2021
Nature's Inhumanity to Nature
A tree is what nature is
an apricot tree
married to a small paved yard
longer than my marriage
nourished by love
fruited after twenty years
in sympathy
to aging inhabitants
and to
the suffering of its family members
from wild fires
long way away.
with a silent request
for the pits of the fruit to be saved
in the damp compost of my memories
CONTEMPLATING COMPENSATION
Male psychology is not as much into compensation for grievances as female mindology when the grievance may be classified as mythical-emotional. Yet muscular memory plays an important role in male compensation, especially when there is no financial judgement that materializes in a modern world with no surviving Oedipi and too many dominating matriarchs.
Shearing off unwanted growth
is a delight
when the growth is a weed
or when it is a fungus
inedible
but the shearing of
views, beliefs, perspectives
is best when all of these are
consumable
In years and other times
when there were no containers
to contain them
in shapes to shape them
thoughts to think them
And when they are eaten,
and consumed
and boxed
and shaped
and thought
There is still no memory
of the unwanted
and even of the wanted
ACC 02/08/2021
